Why freelancing sucks: part one of many

I had lots of things I wanted to write now that I've decided to blog again. I had my first ever gig on Sunday, my friend's band are going to be on MTV - but - I just want to moan about feeling ill.
I have a cold. I can't breathe through my nose. I am shivering.
Can I go home?
Can I Hell.
The joy of being on a day rate has me being stuck here until six.
I want to be somewhere warm and have a small cry.